January 2011
38 posts
2011 New year
This year has brought a powerful realization that has helped me more times than I can imagine and that is that I am more than enough. I am already perfect because I shape my destiny I am the writer who determines how my story goes and ends…
Ego? No far from it I am being honest with myself I am perfect because I am imperfect everything I have, seen or done (or haven’t done) has been a...
December 2010
26 posts
Mood has changed, Feeling better :) deep meaningful talk tonight, she fears what I fear :)
ramble... ramble... sleepy... madness
Your this… your that… no wait I dont know… I see so much differences in you, its hard to say or choose… its just the way you are and that frightens me… Your smile unbearable, a sudden glimpse of heaven upon me, All I know that when around its honest, unique and just amazing just by being the way you are…
I think I am falling victim to something, but theres not...
Life 2011 coming
Life for was for me was complicated, but that is past tense and I am sitting with a cup of the finest Green tea to grace the land! Sorry I really do love this Green tea because little things make the biggest impact and is important in many things including life.
“Sometimes its the smallest decisions that change your life forever”
How long has it when we have stopped, and looked at...
To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing
love is like an eternal flame, Once it is lit, It will continue to burn for all time,
this is love? this is manipulation? what is this? is this lies or deceit? is young love feelings? is this ill-logical?, what can it...
Christmas presents & my weapon (passion)
Sitting with a cup of pure green tea, beautifully naturally made, mmmm…. with a dash of cinnamon I am in heaven. The water is filtered makes me feel so divine! - Back in history when things were so pure, its relaxing.
Felt like writing and wondered now with his water filtered and the tea completely organic thanks to company I order my tea of (included my ongoing book) I feel the world...
Got email from one of my favourite authors. I took his advise “if you want to be successful talk to those who succeeded in the area you want to and not those who haven’t”. How lovely that he is a honest guy wanting to help and is not in it for the money!
refuelling the belief system
Just sat half hour out in the snow, doing nothing. Sitting their still-less, happy & embracing the beauty that winter & the world brings. Grateful for that no matter what, beauty out shines the darkness.
Refreshing <3
Influence - The effect & Excuse makers
I am a pretty positive thinker, maybe not all the time because our thoughts can shape shift in to different things, weakening us. sometimes our thoughts are not always our own, they are often internally linked to those around us. We are bombarded with people who see the world as unfair & blame others. When they blame others they are giving up control of themselves. These people...
Food habits - are we in control?
NO!
Everyone forgets that many foods that become addictive are often not pleasant to taste when you first encounter them. It is exactly like when a first time smoker smokes it causes nausea and coughing.
When we encounter the deadly chemically made toxin crap that in no way resembles food our body rejects it (the taste). But because of our persistence and mental changing of...
Yes, seekers, you should sit up, stand tall. But hear my bent secret: All saints slouch. God’s lovers lean into the divine embrace and there let the years pass. Struggling for straightness, your strivings shaken, learn what true knowers know: Effort clears the way, but the steps are already taken.
Overcoming grief (friend Jeni)
I met up with a wonderful old friend of mine, everything was going perfect made a snowman what we named: voldermort. Asking her how was that boy and little tiff she has had with the guy she really liked. her reply: “we have been dating for one day and it feels perfect” - This is great news to see that everything is going wonderfully. I feel like writing about this topic...
new happenings throughout the days to come!
Prayer Therapy
Religion & faith have been shown in studies to have advantages when it comes to the recovery of health. Religion and medicine has been connected throughout history. today health and prayer healing it may seem far-fetched for people. Research has actually confirmed what many people who believe in faith that there is a biochemically measurable benefit to prayer and religions involvement....
Showing Gratitude day 3:
Getting a cup of tea & biscuits even though goes against my health beliefs for the Educational Psychologist Bobby Collins.
smiling at everyone
Giving my friend 3 pound extra for a book he ordered for me.
honest complementing sectary
Had Another dream :)
My prayer
let suffering end and freedom begin… leaving us available to happiness, wonder, enjoyment, and creativity.
Getting gratitude back:
??? :) where do i begin?. you are always there for me when i need someone. you inspire me, A LOT! and it seems like you always say the right things to help me and guide my way. you are one of the most amazing people i know and i dont actually know what id do without you ♥
??? you’re such an amazing guy, you’re always there for everyone to lend a helping hand no matter what, and you...
Deadline: January 1st
Its been written down!
“writing is a really good first step toward that goal of knowing yourself”
“A goal is a dream with a deadline”
Inspired: Gratitude & attitude
Sitting back last night listening to podcasts, reading, & reflecting I got inspired & then had a really inspirational weird dream.
Last night sitting in the same room as my family felt really nice for once, then heading out to catch the train I seen the simplest little things:
old man letting some women go affront of him getting on the train.
Little wee girl crying & the wee 9-10...
Bayside (Cover) Angel seated on high :D not on...
self developing Myself (passion: assessing who I...
Its been a interesting week! I can say I have gone under some deep thought, analysis, hypnosis, truths, lies, past etc this week to evaluate myself but first: :P
Self developing Paul McGinley this post is based on searching and looking at myself. Its time to have the talk with the enemy (us). to stop ignoring things we fear because they always get a last say. Ok you know where I am going with...
A poem for the wind
Guess who it is. Created before the Flood. A creature strong, without flesh, without bone, without veins, without blood, without head and without feet. It will not be older, it will not be younger, than it was in the beginning. There will not come from his design fear or death. He has no wants from creatures. Great God! the sea whitens when it comes from the beginning. Great his beauties, the one...
Hope & a strike of luck
Got a text from someone looking for major help and taking I can relate to this and know what it feels like. Also how shit you feel and wanting to change I helped. But luck would have it after group I met him on the train did some counselling, promising I would send him help, guidance, methods etc
got home and did a write up on how to help: 45-1hour it took, even though I want to go to bed. But...
Honesty : Fear : Light : Prayer
“is the 1st chapter in the book of wisdom”
Being honest:
I am given the responsibility of 2 people crying out for help, which I can help. I am Really happy & excited to … Then my passion got stopped with:
F.E.A.R
I have to help someone with mental problems that he/she is not aware of. I cant just give them a simple solution, I have to go into there hearts, minds...