January 2011
38 posts
diagnosis Gone wrong (seeing the cracks)
We are going to assume doctors, me and people in a room not naming any names. Doctor X & Y says: “Nothing to worry about it has a 90% chance rate, I am performing the procedure” My senses combine with the rest of the majority in the room nodding & agreeing until… My head gives me a slap and go “ALERT, ALERT, and ALERT”. I stop agreeing and having a full analysis of the what has been said...
You don’t understand… when I stared into your eyes, your soul became my security zeal it cant be broken you never have to worry about me… My heart is on fire for you <3
Still in love with all your sins
Feeling Insignificant join the club!!! Everyone feels some sort of negative thought cognitively; it is almost that we are in love with our past?
Let me explain there is people who have terribly pasts who want to change but the thoughts keep recurring… *raises hands*
Then there are those who love their past being they need it as a way of life by talking about it getting people to feed...
KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE..... hit the snooze button...
little disheartened
little ticked of...
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor, my head against the wall but I did this to myself, ill assume its not worth getting back up. So i blame it on bad luck & shake of responsibility… - Blame it on bad luck (Bayside)
“never love anyone”
– (via toricameron)
It Better to love than never to have loved at all. Trust me on that <3
“never love anyone”
– (via toricameron)
you pile up enough tomorrows, and you’ll find you’ve collected a lot of empty yesterdays.
The way I will live my life
Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything & make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best & expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past & press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize...
unexpected serious of events
this week has been a chain of unexpected events, from loved ones worries & pains tonight.
I have never thought highly of myself in doubt of what people see how I act but tonight has made me really thoughtful & realised how I am treasured & goal I always wanted to have just to be known. Let me explain tonight:
number 1:
Girl in a broken relationship bf does not want to spend time...
Becca: So one of my best friends, Ally, her Dad... →
fearfullyandwonderfulymade:
So one of my best friends, Ally, her Dad passed away this morning, no matter how many tears I cried to God or how much i prayed. But i knew that God gave the whole family peace in knowing that John was with God, Papa, Heavenly father. He’s no longer in pain and I really hope that the Black family…
<3 an angel got his wings today & we will hold our heads...
bangs on the door of his heart screaming “I was wrong, I was wrong, let love in please start beating again. I want to do it all over again its worth the pain” <3
why she makes me smile
You shouldn’t be afraid to tell me something like that because you’re worried what I might think.. Just think of me as your human diary :) Every thought matters xoxox “shannon McAllister” makes me smile :)
Sticking a coin to a wall (big hype)
A nice simple little demo you can do is to rub a coin in your hand to warm it up, then press it against a wall or door (painted or waxed works best) hold it for a few seconds then let go and it will remain held to the wall. The simple explanation is that a layer of warm air is trapped between the coin and the wall, when the air cools it contracts creating low pressure and the higher air pressure...
what is a worse pain: telling someone you love something is wrong but not saying until you meet or having them worrying what it could be until then :/
Every noble action is ritual — an attempt to awaken wholeness and holiness within by enacting it externally
absence makes the heart grow fonder - NO SHIT SHERLOCK LOL!!!!
Day 1 Love ( can you really feel this much?)
The moment I let love in is when I stared into her eyes and gazed into her soul.
In all my dreams I thought I could never glimpse into something that extraordinary, I get this every time I get to look into her eyes, love really does always last. Everything is starting to shine and the past is getting left behind, I am not going to let this moment pass by.
From the touch of hands, resting of...
Strength and resilience emerge by your own will to become a better person no matter what downfalls happen in your life…be your own hero
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZENeQ4ph8IA&feature=related
WatchDay out hunting
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All improvement in your life begins with an improvement in your mental pictures. What might you do this week to improve your self image?
18... (uncommon to the common)
Fuck this feels like the best years of my life are gone when I haven’t really lived them. I should of done more I am not ready to become an adult, I don’t want to decide yet all my Bday celebrates is physical attachments & looking at myself & realise same shit & 1 year closer to nothing. I hate my Bday I do not want to celebrate. P.s I do not have Fragapane Phobia ffs accept it someone...
This is really cute
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L64c5vT3NBw
knows that hope ends when you stop believing, friendship ends when you stop sharing, love ends when you stop caring, and life ends when you stop dreaming.
The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don`t let anyone or anything to get in your way <3
2011 - goals in reverse
“One of the hardest things in life is having the words in your heart that you can`t utter” - James Earl Jones
Starting in the deep end… instead of the swallow end to work myself the way up. No more safety jackets its time to take it of and tread into the unknown. ( I always have been a terrible swimmer… well couldn’t float, well suppose good always moving but where I...
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