I break the rules as I do not like playing by societies rules of living. It is depressing and quite bluntly full of shit. People are stuck on replay everyday like come on have you done anything different from last week before?
It is shocking tonight I got a late night train home, I made sure my friend got home and had a great talk with my teacher. I like the way he talks as he has a degree in English and he is very well spoken. Makes me smile.
I took the long way home tonight after the train. Listening to 30 seconds to mars. I heard a great line from another band “You are the boy with the nice smile but with a broken heart inside, gave it to a girl, a girl who lost her mind” - Made me smile but one difference my heart mends and why? It is the only instrument that is broken that works! - We go through pain, grieve and pain to test us. We have to give it all till there is nothing else to lose. We all get tired of the pain.
Think about it what happens if you gave up and if you progressed that little extra then you would of been happy? - To me this is more heart breaking why we cannot give up. There is a girl out there that will be a part of you. She understands you are a half and so she is, she wants to make a whole and give her heart to you. She will come into your life - If you let her try.
It will be alright give it one night and that night could be it. Your heart may be breaking when you find something great, it is only breaking as it is breaking down the bonds, chains that you bind yourself with. It is breathing it is getting air. - BOOM!
Holy crap! The world looks so amazing, dam my hear makes me see so much more. Dam girl you are amazing. Wait you, you, you, you and you are awesome. Hey lady, yes you with the shopping bag you are awesome. She blushes - I SAW THAT YOU ARE awesome! - Train conductor you are amazing! - always with a great smile.
Dam the walk home was great there was a little jump in my walk of feeling endlessly happy. Every time I close my eyes, your face appears, it makes me not give up. I want a pure love and I am far from crazy! - I want you by my side.
Love Love Love. Eyes will only see so far but the heart… Oh it can`t be scaled only shared.
