this will tell you what i am and who i am. However for a short definition of who i am:
"beyond the range of the normal or scientifically explainable" - Supranormal
little more:
I believe that we all have purpose and have been sent here for a reason. That the significance of our outcome in life will change the world or not, nothing will happen but we have the choice. I believe we all have great gifts and the expression of our gifts contributes to a cause greater than ourselves. I Paul McGinley believe that there is more to life than the mediocre material things we obsess about, I have spent a life not living until the great voice in my head came clear to me and said “Do you want to spend the next 10 years of your life doing the same thing you have always done?”
After that I changed my whole existence to living life because people expect new things to happen by doing the same things they have always done. It is silly to believe in such a thing. I found that things in my life I want is the things that make me smile this being nutrition, Fitness, lifestyle, life, friends & family.
Well I love the curious fact when people say “I’ll do a Paul” and the outcome is always something positive and this makes me feel great! My name has meaning behind it but what would I say the meaning for me is? Taking there are many a Paul out there. The question is what makes me unique?
I would say for me being me and the only way of describing me is how I purse the life I live make sense? No? Good!
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Life
It has been a long day with a 6am start doing my SIA/Security License - Yes another qualification in something I am interested in. Again, People notice I am quite young doing the course and they look at me wondering why I am doing it as I look far too nice and have high communication skills. That Is probably why I am doing it, to be a nice doorman and the money is good but really it is to challenge my adrenaline.
Last night I asked out a girl who I insanely like and I stuttered too much in ground cafe, trying to talk words that came out in a weird muddled language… Eventually I told her and it felt good to get it of my chest. I walked her home and kissed her, frightened to do so but, it felt good, but another feeling she held me tighter and closer. She hugged me in a way I have never felt - Maybe like people never seeing each other for years? - Only best way I can describe it.
Her warmth feels my soul and it taken me some time to realize that she makes me very happy and I am very sad as this course I am doing at the minute making it hard to see her this week. However, it is not forever. I cannot wait to see her as it feels so perfect.
She is lovely, I mean that you could not meet someone more lovely her heart is beyond this world. She does a of gratitude things, she is a christian and angel-like. I miss as she is on my mind and even now as I write this she makes me smile -
Now what could I say about myself a very interesting past, I have seen very dark corners in life, may more than most or maybe not, but enough to have scars on me. Though they make me stronger, and as someone told me that my scars are my story but they do not define me - They build my character!
I mean this I have not met a more nicer, kinder, innocent and nothing less than beautifully-amazing. I feel like I am staring at an angel, however she fills me with hope and light them terrible shadows in my face - that protection that keeps distance from others but not her… I like her and she fills me with hope by setting my heart on fire.
This girl I am going travelling with,we are doing a pilgrimage, now travelling, exploring living in hostiles, earth and living of whatever is in our bags. This is total bliss, I am glad I met someone like this. life is a path and I am following it and it has led me to her and she is enlivening! - This girl is the adventure in my heart. We shall travel together and find ourselves but she me find me, by showing me I am a good person and best of all giving me hope and maybe faith…
Faith has been a battle to say the least, but her great happiness and being a christian and loves life so much it inspires me thinking I love life but she so happy as she has faith in a God. Me I do not know but I am journeying it and every time I go to church I am more happier and happier. Could she be the light in the darkness? bringing faith to the faithless? Hope to a hopeless? or a future for a sinner? Answer is she is all these things and more as she is building faith in myself, her and yes God.
I am just journeying.
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