this will tell you what i am and who i am. However for a short definition of who i am:
"beyond the range of the normal or scientifically explainable" - Supranormal
little more:
I believe that we all have purpose and have been sent here for a reason. That the significance of our outcome in life will change the world or not, nothing will happen but we have the choice. I believe we all have great gifts and the expression of our gifts contributes to a cause greater than ourselves. I Paul McGinley believe that there is more to life than the mediocre material things we obsess about, I have spent a life not living until the great voice in my head came clear to me and said “Do you want to spend the next 10 years of your life doing the same thing you have always done?”
After that I changed my whole existence to living life because people expect new things to happen by doing the same things they have always done. It is silly to believe in such a thing. I found that things in my life I want is the things that make me smile this being nutrition, Fitness, lifestyle, life, friends & family.
Well I love the curious fact when people say “I’ll do a Paul” and the outcome is always something positive and this makes me feel great! My name has meaning behind it but what would I say the meaning for me is? Taking there are many a Paul out there. The question is what makes me unique?
I would say for me being me and the only way of describing me is how I purse the life I live make sense? No? Good!
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Life
Today has been an interesting day. Yes training like I always do but much more… Today I can confirm I have found something very beautiful. I met the girlfriends parents and they are lovely. However, when making pancakes with my beautiful girlfriend her eyes, lips and face consumed me like a fire. I mean I was taken back of how beautiful this girl is, I mean I was fixated on her. I loved us talking and baking together it was so lovely. I was very happy.
She started singing and my entire being started to fill with warmth and myself melting away to her beautiful voice fading into every depth my soul has. I realized that this girl is everything I need like an ocean crashing into me. She really is all I need she sets my heart on fire. Her voice, her presence and anything else I cannot think of leaves a light on in my heart. Always for her. I been down this road before always broken and haunted but this girl is different, I mean that. She is too sweet for me, she is so lovely and I mean I think I have found the better half of me. My friend said she is like an unanswered prayer and finally I deserve to be happy and I hope I do.
I have given into love and I see all the bitterness burn away, I feel my world starting to turn. This is the time, time to be more than a name (or title) and more than a face in the crowd. It is time to be a light in the darkness. Being part of the solution and not the problem. I am rising from the ashes and I think tonight it made me realize how much I care for you is when getting left home - all I could do is stare at you and smile uncontrollably. If the world starts to fall apart i went to be with you. I really do notice you and you came into my life at the right time of my life.
My friend says you are a gift from God and I should enjoy it. I know you are more than a gift. Everything about you is beautiful and what you feel from me, is what you are and what you is beautiful. I mean that. I keep another thing in my heart and that is “God would not give me anything that I could not handle” - yes it makes me a believer. I do not know why I say I am not or say I believe, it is just a journey. I visualize you voice, and face and it makes me smile. Anna you are amazing. I really can`t get over you.
I am scared as I am like a child holding on to you because I need safety, my heart is my most precious thing to me and you are someone that will look after it and I am letting God in this one and my friends. As I never done it before and it nearly destroyed me and nearly fell victim to mediocrity.
One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in living it. But to sacrifice what you are and to live without belief that is a fate more terrible than dying - Anna and God I believe in you…
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