this will tell you what i am and who i am. However for a short definition of who i am:
"beyond the range of the normal or scientifically explainable" - Supranormal
little more:
I believe that we all have purpose and have been sent here for a reason. That the significance of our outcome in life will change the world or not, nothing will happen but we have the choice. I believe we all have great gifts and the expression of our gifts contributes to a cause greater than ourselves. I Paul McGinley believe that there is more to life than the mediocre material things we obsess about, I have spent a life not living until the great voice in my head came clear to me and said “Do you want to spend the next 10 years of your life doing the same thing you have always done?”
After that I changed my whole existence to living life because people expect new things to happen by doing the same things they have always done. It is silly to believe in such a thing. I found that things in my life I want is the things that make me smile this being nutrition, Fitness, lifestyle, life, friends & family.
Well I love the curious fact when people say “I’ll do a Paul” and the outcome is always something positive and this makes me feel great! My name has meaning behind it but what would I say the meaning for me is? Taking there are many a Paul out there. The question is what makes me unique?
I would say for me being me and the only way of describing me is how I purse the life I live make sense? No? Good!
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Life
Well another day on training, nutrition, writing for the Magazine, motivating my friend and talking nutrition post exercise with a great teacher/friend and someone going on to do a PhD - I wish the best for you. Now this all sounds too familiar and work ethic so I am going to punch it in the face and move on - Simple
Well Tumblr I am in a relationship and it feels amazingly wonderful, amazingly honest, amazingly lovely and amazingly insane. That is right I have used amazingly, amazingly too much that is because it is amazingly amazing!
I feel very secure around this lovely angel and she means everything to me and I am scared of this as I am guy that many see as a high achiever and for sometime it is what I have constantly done! - I focused in other areas of my life to make up for the lack of another - Love. This is true, it is my weakness and I have had a terrible history of relationship however in saying that they were still lovely people. Ill give a quick brief. One girl broken my heart, other passed away the day we were going to ask each other out, and the next came in broken me down and went to my foundation, poisoned me, stole me from my friends and was toxic to me.
If i look at it, I am glad I am out and weakest moments shows us our great strength! - This strength is so profound that nothing comes near it, that strong I broke down in tears, just wanting to get home but I started running and I had no foundation, I was going crazy. A guy like me people would think is he right in the head? A successful and lovely guy - As lovely a guy I am we still can get hurt regardless if my friends think I am invincible or a superhero - It isn`t easy being me. It is not as smooth as many people see. There is a lot of behind the scenes but that is with everything with life. - All I know it do everything with love as it saved me…
Anna my lovely girlfriend that I feel honoured and privileged that I can call her - living in a dream - but it is reality. She is a christian. I gave my life to a greater being - God. Me and him are not in the best terms, but I see a light I am running after it. Not stopping I do not know what I believe but I have had my divine God moments in my life but vice versa also. I will admit faith was the only thing that got me through the last few months: Break up with a girl that admitted she was using me - I have always wanted honesty in my life but that moment of my life my two greatest fears being used and treated for what I am not who I am it happened…
My best friend mum dying, my other best friend mum having a cancer scare, my step dad, and other friend having a mental break down. - It was a very rigid path to say the least but when I got scared I admit I read the bible, I talked to friends I quoted proverbs, I have and still do a key chain of the cross what I hold onto so tight because it feels like a hand holding on to mine… Sad I know and wait what was that again want my life? - Think I am happy all the time?
I am still following faith. I watch furious love and it made me angry people getting killed and Christians are trying to deliver medical supplies, food and water. Things like that don`t set well on me. I am tempted to screw University and go with my girlfriend to Australia and travel to orphanages and help. No I am emotional interdependent - I have always wanted to travel so the girlfriend is not my dominate factor but it is a nice bonus. Wouldn’t you agree?
The way I see it as this: I go out there do what I can and even if I only give one person hope, faith or an extra day, week or month… wait even a few hours then that is something money, material possessions or some degree can give me - that is living.
Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else - I honestly believe it is this girl. Everyone says we have the same heart bur she has something deeper - she makes me happy and fills me with endless happiness because she sets my heart on fire. I confessed all my past because I want to be completely honest to her.
I sent her a picture message tonight ill put it up on Tumblr sometime and you know what even more sadder about me: I cannot wait to go to the wizard of OZ show holding her hand and being proud she is my girlfriend and walking into church , getting to sit beside her - the girl that has changed my life and gave me faith in myself and love.
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